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Author Note :
"This might be kind of gross…
⚠ Gore Warning! ⚠
It seems to be really bad, so if you can't handle it, I recommend skipping it. 🙇♂️"
TL Note : Really, you can skip after "---" and continue after "---"
Early Afternoon Affair
After he finished tormenting me as usual, he searched for his usual 「Escape」 again. It was liquor. After finding an earthenware pot hidden behind the cupboard, he left the house with the pot in one hand.
The man who left the house has brown hair, and the woman who is currently having her physical exercise in the bedroom is also brown. And while I’m at it, the man who is her partner right now, and also all the villagers - as far as I know - have brown hair. With the exception of the elderly with their white hair. www.ihavesinnedtranslation.com
So, where does my black hair come from I wonder? Whatever the case, it is certain that I am the child of her with a man from somewhere. You would normally think so. And that is certainly not an interesting thought for the husband. That’s also probably why the women in the village looks at me with cold gazes.
But, there is a possibility that this hair color is not due to the biological father. I jumped down to this world while maintaining a strong image of myself. I naturally had black hair in my previous life so I think that’s probably why my hair became black here as well.
After a while, the bedroom’s door was opened. I saw two people walking out with weak steps with smiles full of contentment on their faces. And then the woman sees the man off to the front door. After that, her footsteps are coming this way. And here I am, just sitting here soaking wet.
As soon as she saw me, her expression suddenly warped. She looks visibly annoyed. She briefly shouted something with disgust. At the same time, she gave me a sharp slap. Even if I don’t understand the meaning of the words, I can somehow understand them now. ‘What are you doing, you’ve gotten the room all wet again!’ she probably said something like that. She must think I went somewhere to play and then brought all the dirt and water into the room.
This is the worst life ever. My previous life was better than this. I might have had the same experience as a child over there, but it was a good thing since I still have no memories of my past lives.
So I should probably make good use of my father’s abuse immediately and die a quick death. So I thought so many times, but there is just one regret I can’t let go of. That psychic ability. It’s possible that the unknown man’s words in that purple world were true. The power 「to cut」 and 「to plunder」.
I tried to use that ability so many times, imagining all kinds of images, but something like an ‘ability’ has never occurred. Sure enough, I wonder whether that psychic ability exists within me or still haven’t awakened yet. I don’t even know which it is.
Now, although it is still early, I wonder if my mother is going to prepare dinner. If so then I will finally have my first meal of the day. It’s fine if it’s leftover scraps as long as I can eat it.
So I thought, but she returned unusually with a change of clothes. I wonder what’s gotten into her. She stripped me of my wet clothes and changed me into dry clothes. Although it has become quite warm from earlier, this is still something to be thankful for. It felt uncomfortable to stay wet, and I didn’t want to catch a cold.
After she finished changing my clothes, she picked me up and stood up. I should be quite heavy but I guess it’s because she is a farm girl. Still, it’s going to be a bit tough for her if we’re going to the center of the village that was around 100 meters from here.
She also brings a backpack with her. Only my head is sticking out from that backpack. It’s been since the festival day since I left the house like this. As for things that happened before that.....I can’t quite remember them, but I guess it was about half a year since the last time?
From our house - which is on a small hill - I can have a view of the village. And the woman walks down the hill step by step. Along the way, I can also see the wheat fields that we manage. It’s probably going to be harvest time. The strong sunlight makes the deep green color of the distant trees shine. Above us is the blue sky and white clouds. In addition, there is the choking smell of the earth and grass. The natural environment here is the only thing I like in this place, but regrettably, the adults around me are the worst. www.ihavesinnedtranslation.com
We were almost at the village but suddenly, a question came to my mind. There are many occasions for her to leave the house to get necessary items. But, at that time I always stay at home. In that case, where does she want to take me this time?
No way, is she going to throw me away? I thought it was possible but it feels different this time. If that’s the case, there is probably no need to change my clothes, right. Perhaps on the contrary, she dressed me up only as an afterthought or something? But if it’s like that, then you’d think to at least give me something sweet, and that slap right before we left was also unnecessary
While I was thinking of such things, she stopped walking before a certain house. This is also a shabby house on the outskirts of the village.
My mother continues to walk inside the house while calling out something to whoever it is inside. A hoarse voice replied with a rough tone from the back. Looks like it’s fine for now. Maybe she came to a relative’s house? But at least this doesn’t look like her parents’ house. We dropped by at her parents’ house on the festival day and I remember it.
The inside of the house suddenly became dark. In contrast with the humidity outside, it was pleasantly cold here. There was no sign of anyone here. A sharp, distinct smell hung in the air, a smell that is often found in old people’s houses.
An obviously ugly, old woman came out with big strides. A lewd smile plays on her lips. Her eyes also have a somewhat feverish air to it. What, kind of person is this? I can’t quite recall. In my previous life, people who had this kind of face are.....that’s right! Solicitor in a busy street. Whispering things like, 'we have a nice girl, 3000 yen for an hour if you come with us right now', the same eyes as those solicitors of a rip-off bar.
No, no way right? I have no money right now, and neither does my mother. There is nothing more people can scam out of us anymore. I’m sure this old woman is a good-for-nothing but she shouldn’t be my opponent. Actually, right now my mother looks to be making jokes with her in a friendly atmosphere between them. It was such a friendly atmosphere, more than when she visited her parents’ house. I’m sure this woman is probably the one who taught my mother’s bitchy conduct.
After a while, the old woman’s attention turned toward me. Intentionally bringing me with her to this place, I see, she must have some business with me. From my perspective, this is definitely my first meeting with the other person.
The old woman approached my face, still with a lewd smile on her face. There is a bad smell. It’s a strong smell like a cigarette’s tar. I turn my face away reflexively, but she grabs my head and forces me to face her.
The old woman then puts some distance between us and says something to my mother. My mother nods. After that, the old woman took out 3 copper coins from her pocket. Seeing that, my mother laughs exaggeratedly. With an embarrassed expression on her face, the old woman took out another 2 copper coins, and finally my mother nodded. www.ihavesinnedtranslation.com
Once that’s done, the two of them turned toward me at the same time. Wha, what are you planning on doing.....
The old woman’s eyes are already bloodshot. I don’t really understand what’s happening but this is bad. Something terrible will definitely happen. What to do. Should I cry out loud? But, no one will probably come and help. This is a small house in the village’s outskirts, so there are probably no other adults in the surroundings.
My mother has a meaningful smile on her face. There’s no doubt she finds it amusing. In the meantime, the old woman’s arms embrace me.
She brought me to her bedroom. Although this is still daytime, the old woman closed up the window with a wooden board and lit something for light, something that looked like a firewood. It is dim, but I can still see somewhat.
In this situation, the old woman approached me while grinning broadly. I wonder what would happen to me? Just when I thought like that.
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The old woman’s face covered my vision. I can feel moisture on my lips. And inside my mouth, a tongue that reminds me of an earthworm, persistently crawled around. I finally came to my senses after a few seconds. This old hag, she stole my first kiss! And that’s also counting from my previous life!
What is this for? If this is, for example, an act to give me a good luck charm or a spell, then it can’t be helped. In the first place, the act of kissing might possibly be different from the act of kissing in my previous life. However, it seems like that’s not the case. Most importantly, I can only see twisted desire in the old woman’s eyes. Even now, she sucked my lips with pichapicha sounds while showering me with feverish gazes.
I almost got goosebumps from disgust. I want to turn my face away, but the old woman’s firmly locked my head with her arms. Even if that wasn’t the case, she was on top of my as I was facing upwards on top of the bed. A young child who still can’t stand and walk by himself is not someone who can easily be pushed away.
The old hag was enjoying my lips for some time, however, she was not satisfied with that. She puts her hands on my clothes while making some sort of a cat-like sounds. Not wanting to let that happen, I desperately grabbed my hem and didn’t let go.
I clearly understood what she was trying to do. This old hag, she likes a virgin. I can’t believe it. If she wants a young and strong man, then that’s one thing!
The old hag let go of my body momentarily due to my resistance but the look in her eyes told me she didn’t seem to give up on this yet. She quickly stands up and reach for a jar by the window. She smeared a brown mucus-like thing inside he jar onto her hand and suddenly grabbed my hair with her other hand. www.ihavesinnedtranslation.com
I failed to pay attention to my head as I was desperately protecting my clothes, and then she suddenly stuck her finger into my nostril. The brown salve was rubbed onto the inside of my nose. At that moment, an indescribable stimulation and burning-like pain shot through my body.
I suddenly felt my nostrils swell up. I couldn’t breathe and couldn’t help but open my mouth. And then again, a tanned, bonny hand thrusted into my mouth. I choked violently, but she didn’t show any concern for me at all.
Then, I felt a hand slipping inside my underwear. Even when I realized what had happened and my body stiffened, it was already too late. By the time the old woman pulled out her hand, my body was already tormented by the pain of ice and fire.
Not, good. Let’s run away.
Thinking like that, I tried to get out of bed. But she grabbed my hair and pulled me back to her. She roughly threw me onto the bed and I lost my strength from the pain. But, the old woman was still merciless. Perhaps it was a punishment for going against her, I was showered with her slap, once, twice, and thrice.
Her bloodshot eyes looked down at me. However, I was already gasping for breath. In a hazy state of consciousness, I realized that a dirty had touched my clothes.
This, this is too awful. I was used as a toy immediately after being born.....
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But, my thoughts gradually become tangled and fade away. The pain I felt was amplified and eventually took away my consciousness.
When I came to my senses, I was at home. I was lying on the floor, not the bed. And it was already evening.
Cockroaches are still sticking to the wall of the house as usual. But at this point, I no longer cared about such things.
I’m hungry. But, I don’t want to eat anything.
Since then, what has happened to me? What did they do? I didn’t see anything, I also didn’t remember anything. But, the throbbing pain in my private parts tells me. It.....was taken away.
I wish an earthquake would suddenly strike. A fire would be fine too. Even a flood would be fine. I want this entire village - including me - to be destroyed, killing everyone.
That’s enough. I want to wake up. If I have this psychic power or whatever. Cut off all ties between me and this world. Not good, huh
The smell of vegetable stew drifts in from the kitchen. Looks like, for the first time in a day, they are finally going to give me something to eat. www.ihavesinnedtranslation.com
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